Don’t do “Your Best”

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Today’s post is inspired by a recent conversation I had with a very good friend of mine, Niki. The two of us were talking one night about a variety of topics and at some point during our conversation the phrase “I’m going to do my best,” came up. I mentioned that I hated this phrase and Niki commented that while in probably most cases it was not worth getting mad about, as long as by someone’s “best” they were allowing themselves room for failure, then it really was a pernicious saying.

We were really on to something there. Something Sinister.

I despise “the best.” And unlike Niki who feels this way some of the time, as for me I I feel this way all the time. Let’s break the saying down. What else could it possibly mean? It’s short hand for I am going to try, but I might fail, but if I do then it is alright because I did “my best.”

Fuck that.

Don’t say these words. If you are going to try something, go actually try. And if you fail, well then you fail. But failure is not what you want. Sure, you are going to fail. I fail, you fail, we all fail. But this is not something to actively pursue. We are trying to accomplish things, failure is the enemy. Do not forget that.

And do not let failure be okay. Yes, it is going to happen, but this does not mean it should be a normalized outcome. This is what the phrase “I am going to do my best,” plants inside of our psyches. It gets us accustomed to not having to succeed.

“Oh, its alright if I fail because I did our best.”

Fuck that.

The best just might not be good enough. And results really do matter! We don’t get to turn back time and restart. Life is not a video game. What good is “your best” if you blew that job interview, got rejected by your love interest, and lost the game? Not so great is it.

So start working to get results. Get your head in the correct mindset. Now, just because you put yourself in the correct frame of mind does not mean that things are going to always work out in your favor, but they sure as hell will likely work out better for you than if from the outset you are entertaining the possibility of failure.

Believing in yourself is what will lead you to attempt to accomplish goals. If you do not have faith you can rest assured that you won’t achieve anything. And again as I stated earlier, what is saddest here is that this saying makes that okay.

Fuck that.

As far as I know, I only get one my life and I think you all only get one as well. So make the most of it. Are you going to sit back and just waste away this precious time you were granted to accept that failure was alright? Or are you going to go for it and actually work to accomplish something?

But, I see. That’s it. People love to say that they will do “their best” because it gives them a way out. Lots of people out there tried and failed. So they don’t want to try again. This time around they say will try “their best” instead of fully committing to something. This gives them and their pride a way out for when they fail.

Fuck that.

People, be brave. Do not just sit back and not try. What do you think I do every day on my twitch stream? Do I try my best? No, I actually try. And if I fail, well than I fail. But I can tell you this, if I don’t make it on twitch I will accept that I failed. I won’t say that “I tried my best,” I will just admit that I failed. But if I make it, then I will own the fact that I succeeded. You see, this goes both ways. Learn how to accept both winning and losing, not this bizarro universe of today where winning is something that you should not be proud of and losing something that didn’t really happen because you tried “your best.”

Here is a little story from my past. When I was younger I played basketball at a local park in its recreational league. I played in this league for many years, all the way until I was 16, from which then on the kids aged out. When I was young I was a good player, especially when it came to shooting: this was always my forte. But when I hit middle school it became tough. I was short, scrawny, and the other kids were tall and further they were hitting puberty and I wasn’t. I believed that I was totally screwed and that there was no way for me to score. I just wasn’t tall enough, I just wasn’t big enough, and I just wasn’t man enough.

I continued playing for years as I loved the sport, but I rarely took shots, and I almost always passed the ball to someone else. Consequently my teammates didn’t give me the ball too often as I did not do much with it. They wanted to win too, and I did not help us as a team achieve that. And this was all while being the coach’s son. Yes, my dad was the coach, and I was the exact opposite of the typical coach’s son: you know, the super-star first round draft-pick prodigy player. I was just little old me and I had little to no impact in most games. I even went a few seasons without ever scoring a basket.

But my Dad always believed in me, and he knew that I could shoot. And I don’t know what changed, but in my last year of the recreational league I started taking shots. And I started draining them.

Three point buckets.

Multiple times in a a game too. I remember one game in particular when I drained my third three point shot of the night and the whole place went wild. Even from the crowd on the opposing team. I guess it was fun for everyone to watch this little kid just drain missiles from 30-35 feet plus out: they were long shots. And boy I tell you, when I sank them and the crowd went nuts, it felt fantastic. I wasn’t used to making the crowd go wild, but I sure as hell loved it.

After that big game, the next day at school I had a friend, Matt, come up to me and he said something like,

“What the hell dude! Since when have you been that good?! And why were we never on a team together?!”

I thought about that. Honestly my shot was that good since ever, but I lacked the confidence to actually try and shoot the ball, so I never made any shots and everyone thought I wasn’t any good. But believing in myself is really what changed it all. And I was still short, still scrawny, and I still hadn’t hit puberty either. But that didn’t matter this time around. I said fuck that to doing “my best” and I started risking it taking the shots. And some missed, but plenty of other ones started landing.

I have always been so proud of that season, chiefly because it was my last chance to prove that I could play ball and I did. I am so happy looking back knowing that I ended on a good note, and not on a bad note like the years before where I had resigned myself to defeat. Man, it would not be fun writing this post now recalling how I ended my basketball career as a scoreless loser who never even tried. Thankfully that is not the case, and only so because I tried.

So let that be the lesson. Do you want to fail? Or do you want to succeed? If you want the latter (and I hope you do) start getting yourself in the correct mental state. Doing this begins with removing bad phrases from your vocabulary. What you say effects how you live. So get rid of bad the bad language. And I don’t mean profanity. I’m talking about real bad language. The kind of language that leads you to to the possibility of failure and to that of normalizing it: phrases like “do your best.” This is seriously profane language. Cut this shit out. Immediately.

So now you all know. No longer will you speak that you will do “your best.”

You will simply do it.

 

Keep Smiling,

Nolan

 

7 thoughts on “Don’t do “Your Best”

  1. Nolan, you might have a bit of an interesting perspective here. However, I do think that when people mention that they are trying to do “their best”, they actually mean that they would go out and “do it”. People who say that they would do their best actually exhaust all the possible alternatives and get to a dead end point before quitting. Not everyone can do everything at the same rate. Some will learn faster than others, and some will learn slower than others. The slow learners might be really good at something else that the fast learners are not good at. That is how life works. In addition, from a spiritual perspective, the truth is, we do not do everything by our strength, but by the grace of God. There are people who have “done it”, who would tell you when asked that they did not know how they did it, it just happened. That “just happened”, happened by the grace of God. I would suggest that you explore God and find out more about him. You would find that there is real joy in his presence, and he has a strength like no other. Even more interesting, he has the power to give us strength.

    If you want to know about God in more detail, you can find further information here https://christcenteredruminations.wordpress.com/2018/10/23/a-few-things-that-i-have-learned-about-god/ And Here https://christcenteredruminations.wordpress.com/2018/08/29/how-to-build-a-relationship-with-god/

    May God’s blessings be with you 🙂 🙂

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    1. Thank you your response. I understand what you are saying, however while I do agree with you that the phrase “do my best” intentionally meant what you are describing, today I believe the meaning has for the most part changed and connotes what I spoke about in my post. When it comes to learning, it is true that people learn at different rates but I would say that in order for these people to best learn do not give them a way to easily quit. Just keep motivating them to try and to try again. I personally believe that letting them think “they did their best” is terrible for growth. After all they just did their best, what more is there to do? I’m not saying to expect the same success from everyone, or be a jerk when someone fails, quite the contrary. I just want us to say something other than “you did your best.” As for God and Grace, I think you might be pleasantly surprised to know that I actually was a theology major in my college days at Thomas Aquinas College. Grace is a tricky subject in general concerning free will; which is the fundamental core of any post to inspire someone to improve themselves. I would also suggest that you don’t assume people’s relationship status with God. You might be surprised to find out that some people already have one. You are making me wonder as to whether my posts come off anti-theistic lol. I really appreciate you reading my post though and taking the time to respond to it! Keep Smiling

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  2. Interesting post and discussion here. Thanks for writing this post which prompts reflection on the meaning of the words “do my best”.
    To me “I will do my best” is what can come before you do something and “I did my best” comes at the end. You are right. Many would say this to console themselves when they have failed. From what I understand, you are saying we should not give room for these words by making sure we succeed in what we go in for. This is good advice. Only we have our plans and God has his. We may put in all that we can but God will have a different plan and we will not have what we desire. In that case, it may be okay I think to say “I did my best ” What do you think?
    As for saying “I will do my best,” if some one says these words and actually means them, that would become a commitment or resolve which can give birth to desired results. These are my views. Hahaha!
    Once again, thank you for tickling my mind to join the conversation. It is a great post that gets people expressing varied points of view. I hope I made a contribution to keep the discussion going. Bravo!

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    1. Thanks for the comment, since the post I have changed my thoughts a little on the topic. I allow some usage of the term do my best but I still stand by the majority of the post where too often people use it as an excuse to fail, and in that case I am still very much against it. When it comes God and God’s plans I think the usage doesn’t really matter. Because if we are trying to do something and God has something else planned for us, then doing our best didn’t really even matter considering we are just doing something else entirely at this point. Does that make sense? Not sure if I wrote that well. But I will say I have known people to use the theological escape by saying God had something else planned for them when they really just failed. So in lots of cases there I don’t buy that. God may want you to do something else, (if you believe in this thought) but also you might just very well have failed or didn’t try hard enough, I.e. “your best.” What do you think?

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      1. Thanks for your thoughts Nolan. I like that you are very confident of what you say. That,
        to me, is good. I also like the fact that we are sharing on this freely and amicably. That is what blogging is all about. I hope more people share so that in addition to learning we have more fun knowing what others think. Again, thank you!

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